January 15thhh

So today is two years that Dominic passed away.. I'm really upset. I wish I had some support & someone to talk to ..

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january 13thhh .

ello .
got $$ todaay . & bbys car got wrecked . cool right? lol at least tom is okaaay ,thts all tht matters the car can get fixed . me & babe went out shopping for stuff today, we had alot of fun! yay . came home ,watched jersey shore ,then put cameron to bed & now matts playing his new game i bought him:) & im on the computer ,about to get off & goto beeddd. im sleepy :(

 mk so ima go to sleep ,night <33

january 12th :)

aye :)
just woke up . its snowing like a motherfuckr ouuut .ahha, yesterday i covered for a lady @ work 7-3 . it was good , slow which is good for me ! lol but yeah i really didnt do much, came home played with cam for'a lil . took a nap, then went to my moms for stuffed peper soup .. MMMM :) it was so so good. she actually played with him, it was so cute! we came home after that, and i watched the season premire of teen mom 2 . that shit just pissed me off so bad, words cant even express how bad i wanna beat jennelles ass. like take care of your fucking son ,wtf is wrong with youuuuuu. ahh it makes me so mad . but w.e im gonna go eat somethinggg. kbye

january tenth :)

hello .

baby is off of work todaaay . its so fucking cold out anyways! i cant wait for winter to be over ! :)
me , babe , cam &; karly are going to the mall today ,i need to get my second holes repeirced &
exchange some stuff . we just got done eating wendys ,and ready to take a nap.
cam is being a little brat today , like always lol but its ok i love him !
im so cold omg , ! so i think my mom was high last night, but i dont know?
matt said joe was acting weird when he drove him home , but i hope shes
not fucking up , she came too far. whatever tho, its not my problem anymore.
i have my own things to deal with , and my own family..
k well im gonna go put shithead to sleep. byee <3 
 

january ninth :)

Getting ready for work ,well kind of . I really dont want to go . . its so fucking boring there & i dont have anything to do :( 
i hate leaving cameron ,i mean i enjoy it at some points, but i miss him to much & the sound of his voice over the phone
is enough to make me want to cry :'(
oh well , its work . gotta do it .

im really upset lately, i feel like my parents dont wanna be a apart of camerons life, & it makes me really sad .
like my mom never wants to watch him & my dad never comes to see him . . like i dont understand ?
it just really hurts, i wish they would make more of an effort.. idk i guess time will change things.

on another note , this house is driving me crazy . matts mom is CRAZY & im so sick of it.
i honestly could just take cam & leave . . ughh! i cant take it anymore.

but cams crying & im gonna go play with him before i gotta get ready . 
kbyeee<33