Getting ready for work ,well kind of . I really dont want to go . . its so fucking boring there & i dont have anything to do :(
i hate leaving cameron ,i mean i enjoy it at some points, but i miss him to much & the sound of his voice over the phone
is enough to make me want to cry :'(
oh well , its work . gotta do it .
im really upset lately, i feel like my parents dont wanna be a apart of camerons life, & it makes me really sad .
like my mom never wants to watch him & my dad never comes to see him . . like i dont understand ?
it just really hurts, i wish they would make more of an effort.. idk i guess time will change things.
on another note , this house is driving me crazy . matts mom is CRAZY & im so sick of it.
i honestly could just take cam & leave . . ughh! i cant take it anymore.
but cams crying & im gonna go play with him before i gotta get ready .
kbyeee<33
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